a boy left at home a boy all alone a boy who only cries cause that's the way he identifies a mother, an addict a mother with a habit a mother laying on her back that's the way the deck is stacked a father who don't exist a father who'd be a risk a father who left before the boy ever met the age of four a family was never his a family was just was just was just a surreal dream was just a mean theme cruel hope in the darkest regions like sins spoke to the virgin legions who could never understand a boy left at home a boy left alone a cycle that never ends but only begins again, again, and again